Are you struggling with thoughts of cock, wiener, peckers and the like? Are your nights which are filled with dreams of swallowing a nice penis, tormenting your thoughts during  your days?

Do you consider yourself straight, but just want to experiment and enjoy the hot sex with a cock now and again? Not sure how to reconcile your lives? Your naughty side, with your oh-so-respectable, husband and father side?

You are your own worse enemy, aren’t you?  You can’t force these thoughts away, a lesson in futility for sure.  Accept your desires, doesn’t mean you will find yourself in a bathroom on your knees servicing a line of truckers! Well, unless…I kid.

It is more likely you end up having some really kinky sexy fun, what’s wrong with that? Come on, you know you wanna. Let’s get started!

Using the following affirmations, along with the other relaxation techniques will soon find  you proud and confident about your perverted thoughts! I tease you, I don’t find them perverted at all!
Nope, don’t see a darn thing wrong with anyone wanting to Suck A Cock!

Mistress Erika

Now for this beginners exercise, you are to visualize your perfect cock. The one which makes you sweat and tremble. You know the one!

Take three cleansing breaths, breath deeply in through your nose, allowing your belly to rise hold it for a count of five exhale slowly.

Repeat

Mistress Erika gives me permission to think about cock.
I am allowed to imagine a cock in my mouth.
It feels good to think of a cock in my mouth.
Mistress is pleased when I put a cock in my mouth.
I want to please Mistress Erika.
I want to please a cock.
I will do my best to please Mistress Erika.
I will do my best to please cock.
I want to please a cock.
I want to please a cock.

I need to please a cock.

Masturbate repeating the above, stopping after each line and imagine the words and cock and your service to that cock in your minds eye.

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